I like having somebody to talk to. Somebody you can call, and you know they’ll pick up. Someone you can vent to, rant about all your emotions, and they’ll actually listen. They won’t judge you, so you can talk to them about anything. A person that can keep secrets and won’t tell other people what you’re telling them. I’d like somebody like that, someone who understands.
I hate goodbyes , i hate these tears in my eyes .. I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime .. I’ve had enough , i’m sick of wishing he was around me every day every night it’s way too much , i hate love ..
Honestly , this has to be one of the worst fridays ever .. Woke up @ 2:22AM & did homework & didn’t go back to sleep & then school .. You didn’t wake up because your phone was on silent .. :/ I texted you last night & you even said you were awake when i saw you earlier , but no text back :( Boosauce , i guess you were too busy . I saw you this morning for a bit , but we didn’t even say hi , hug , or say bye . I saw you after class & we didn’t really say much , but you did get hot cheetos . Lmfao . Then we walked to third & fourth , somewhat quiet still .. We didn’t text at all yesterday or today during fifth period like we usually do . I visited you during your lunch & i was so jealous when i saw you with all these other girls because i usually see you with all your guy friends .. I saw you after that class period & walked you to sixth period . We didn’t really say much then either .. & then you left for class without saying bye .. I got like one text from you before the rally started then none after . The rally kind of sucked except for drumline & fusion . Rawr , then i went straight to tinikling & got hurt a couple of times . You came in & we didn’t make any eye contact & never said hi or anything .. I don’t know why .. Things are changing in my perspective & this is signs of our friendship slowly dying .. I hate it so much . I don’t know if you know , but that time i cried after school was about you .. I didn’t want anyone to see me cry & the time i started to cry was the time you came up to me & thats why i avoided you . I told you i don’t like you seeing me cry .. The two days after that , i cried after 5th period twice when i was walking to class , i cried during tinikling when you left , and i just cry sometimes when i think about it .. I hate this so much right now . I don’t think you know how much this hurts .. :/ I hope things get better .. I’ll see you tomorrow night for the Winter Homecoming Dance even though you’ll be booty bouncing ..
I hate to see my friendships build up so quickly & slowly die down .. It hurts so much & i don’t think you even know how much pain i’ve gone through for the past few days .. Sometimes it feels like you don’t even care anymore ..
Bitch , it’s your fucking fault you’re behind in class . You don’t do shit during class , you’re never paying attention to anything going on . You’re always talking , texting , or doing something else & then when you’re called on , don’t expect anyone to fucking help you . You procrastinated on like all your fucking work & the day before it’s due , you fucking expect me to help you ? Hello , it’s called go to the fucking teacher . He was clear when he said he was available to fucking help , that’s what he’s there for . It’s all your fucking responsibility , i’m not going to do shit to help you . Ohmygosh , out of the all the fucking people in class , why the fuck did the teacher put you in my group ? That’s like the worse shit that could ever fucking happen . It’s a book project & you don’t even have the book fucking checked out ? Like forreals , grow up & do your fucking work cause i’m not fucking helping you . I’ve hated you since elementary school & that hasn’t fucking changed .